So, my current state stands that I know I'm sad, but I'd rather not go around admitting it to everyone. Then, boom, Carissa posts this --"sometimes someone will be standing right in front of me, and already I feel him walking away" -- bullshix. Damn, girl, break my heart.

No, I refuse to go down like that. People, I am not afraid of pain, bring it on! Yes, there is inevitable defeat, but imagine all the good times before that, all the good sex, the good jokes, the cuddling, smiling, stare into my eyes, and give me butterfly kisses moments. I would not trade those. Time is fleeting, true, but memories of those moments remind you of how happy someone can actually be, how comforted and content. We've all had those moments before, and we can all have them again. Some will last longer than others, but more moments are out there just waiting for you to holla "Next!"

So, here I am just moving down the line. Won't you keep me company?